See you at the Crossroads

I know you might miss your Uncle Charles, and all.... (#bonethugs #clevelandgirl)

BUT.

Anytime my mind wandered to the worst possible scenario of death, I simply thought to myself, STOP.

Just stop. You aren't done yet. 

You can't be done. 

The thing I thought about right before I went under anesthesia  for my surgery was that "I can't die because I have to help other women who are going through this too."

Now, I could leave my surgery and get hit by a bus, which isn't far off in New York -- but this cancer is not going to be the one to decide that fate. 

I will leave you with a quote from a good friend that struggled with cancer also. He said, "Cancer hates positivity. True, authentic positivity." 

Boom.